After everything, i hate myself more than ever. My boyfriend hates me, i have no mother or any family to support me. Today was the last straw, with my boyfriend taking everything out on me, I don’t want to be here.
But i’ve realised, i have friends that support and love me, and if they knew i was this low, they would be looking after me every minute of the day, the drink takes the pain away. But i can’t do it, i’m scared of anyone finding me dead