i honestly dont even know where to start.. i guess the most recent attempt would be a good place considering nobody around me knows what happend. so yeah.. roughly 4 weeks ago, i attempted suicide. my plan was perfect. i managed to get my hands on 2 bottles of liquid diazapam (5mg per 5mL) along with 25 10mg diazapam pills. i set up the noose, put plastic on the floor for easy clean up. tested the wire and the support, it held 200 lbs ( i weigh 130) no flaws. it was perfect..my time is finally here i thought.
i injected both bottles, ate all 25 […]