So over the summer i tried a drug called dmt. Since then i became extremely psycotic and was in the hospital 6 times in 4 months. I am no longer dissociative but am now left with unwanted thoughts and no real thoughts of my own. I haven’t laughed in so long. I tried suicide with pills but obviously that didn’t work. I have a job but don’t talk to no one and i have a gf that cares so much about me. Im also dealing with suicidal ideation but im not ready to give up. what bothers me the most is my lack to have […]
