The worst thing sadness took from me is my ability to draw. I have so much anger and I want to use it to create something beautiful, to convey how I feel, but I just can’t. I envy people who can portray their feelings in their work. I want someone to see into my mind, but it’s been so goddamned closed off from the rest of the world for so long I don’t know how to bring it back. I can’t explain to you in words how I feel all the time, and now I can’t draw it either. I feel like I can’t communicate […]