Its hard to put a smile on half the time it feels like I’m lieing to everyone… Well I guess I am anyways so I guess I’m not hurting anyone. I think. Writing here is good but half the time it feels like no ones listening but I know you’re reading this so why don’t you answer? Caues you don’t have the time or you just don’t know what to say? I rather just runaway so I don’t get yelled at so I don’t feel so traped,but where would I go? That’s why I don’t go.
-Kyra
i haven’t been on here much but i think im okay but i dont at the same time im starting to fight with my parents more witch is not okay. there saying its all my fault all the bad things happen to them… i just think it would be better if i just left… i cry every time i say that.. i really do. they ruin every thing thats good in my life. im not important anyway so whats the big deal if i leave?
the days are starting to get a little better with time. i’ve stopped cutting and my dad still don’t talk much but we have gotten better… i still do drugs but you cant do much about that my friend Dayne has been helping lots <3 im trying to get my grades up but i still have trouble . there is still days i dont want to get out of bed or want to go die thinking no one would miss me… but its kinda true… but i do my best not to think that.
i haven’t been on for a long time but it was only cause i thought i found my reason to live… my boy friend, but just an hour ago he told me he had feelings for his ex still… sins then I’ve been wanting to kill myself… are song just came on and its wanting me to do it more. i understand that this is just a part of are relationship between us but i cant help but feel this…  i know im not going to do it.. for him. </3
Am I ugly? I’ve been told I hate the feeling when people point out my flaws… That what makes me cut. When I know I’m not pretty enugh for guys I cut my writs and legs,but this time I cut a little part of my face. I cryed and cryed till my step dad got home… On my walk I thought about killing myself… But I won’t do it… I’m to scared to kill myself. So that the good news for now, I gues. Why can’t there be a guy that will think I’m beautiful?
its like i dont know what to do anymore i can feel my clock running out im so scared what should i do… i feel my heart falling out of my chest i cant breath. its im running into nothingness with people yelling at me very where i turn telling me witch way to go…”go this way!” “go that way!” like i really have a choice anymore… its like i’m running down a dark tunnel of  despair… i feel me going down this tunnel to see a wight light i walk through it to see a life where i feel no pain… im happy every thing goes the way i want to […]
okay i have posted stuff before, but i never told you anything about me…
my name is Kyra i am 14 I may have depression (haven’t gone to a doctor yet) I hate my life… I cut & do drugs. No I have not committed suicide… Cus there may be more to my life than I think, but you never know. I hope there is. I have lots of friends but not very many that know what I’m going thrugh… I can talk to them about stuff, but they all think I’m bull suiting them. I’m not. This all started last year I was in gr. […]
there is days where i don’t want to get out of bed. people say i’m looking for attention, but i’m really not… i cut and do drugs to make me feel happy to feel better. its not good its not smart i know that but its hard not to want to feel happy… i just need help finding out where this all started, my life’s not that messed up, but there’s people that might tell me different. my sister was a user too maybe i got it from her? she walked out of my life at a young age and i never had her around, but […]
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