I can’t take the loneliness anymore. I have been a loner most of my life and all I want is to meet one other person that I can relate to and maybe have a companion. What started out as shyness has turned into self loathing and shame. I try to be friendly and positive to try and attract friends and partners, but I have to be artificial to get people to like me and I feel like I can’t let anyone get too close to me. I haven’t had any actual friends since I was a kid and I’ve only been with one girl. I […]
