Ever sleep the day away because of how empty your life is?
It’s weird. Â We all or most of us can remember a time when we were happy. Back when we were all children. As we grew we noticed how fucked up the world really is. Â The paths we choose are permanent, sometimes we don’t even get to choose which path to walk through, we are given certain paths by force with no choice but to walk… at times these paths will lead you to crossroads and other times it will lead to ruin with no possibility of change. Yet at times i wonder if this is all real. This all feels too horrifying to be true.
I used to think i’d be someone in life. I spent 5 years of my life believing in this dream, that i would actually achieve fame and fortune someday through my music. I relied on my lyricism, hoping that I could change the way hip hop music sounds today into something beautiful which in turn could be appreciated by a wider audience. But that was until today, when i finally realized how shitty my voice and delivery were. Â I first turned to hip hop music when I was 13 simply because it was something that didn’t require having the ability to sing nor play any […]