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by LGchica 7/7/2009

written by LGchica

Idk i just wanted to post this…

well, one of my best friends told me something yesterday. two things actually: one was that she wouldnt hesitate to die for me and that scares me. like if i told her id be happy if she died (which i wouldnt) shed go kill herself. that scares me with what i might say in anger to her for i bottle stuff up and sometimes it just explodes. thats how i made my friend brendan, my bottle got too full and it just exploded and he fucked my life up lets just say.
second thing she said has more worried […]

7/7/2009 1 comment

ok…

by LGchica 6/27/2009

written by LGchica

I don’t know, I just need some advice I guess.

I lie too much and am trying to break that habit with all the will I have but can’t seem to… I know that is contributing to my depression but I don’t know how to stop.
My therapist isn’t really helping on that matter and the meds I’m on can’t stop me from lying.
Anyone have any advice how to stop?

I also know I wallow in my problems too much but always want to talk them out but then people just tell me to “scrub my past and be happy” but I don’t know how. I […]

6/27/2009 3 comments

hi?

by LGchica 6/20/2009

written by LGchica

hi there im lily. im the age of under 18. if your on here just cuz your bored or you actually wanna know, w/e i dont really care if your willing to listen then great! cuz id like you to know my story…

my life was and still slightly is wrapped up in lies. it was taking everything over. it wasÂ making me into something i wasnt and getting me into alot of trouble. it was getting me down that everything i talked about wasnt real. i was getting sick of it.

then theres alan. hes now my ex but was my SPD (sadistic personality disorder) boyfriend. […]

6/20/2009 5 comments