Today I woke up and I had an argue with my mom. She said she was thinking about killing herself. I don’t have father, I live with her, and I spent hours trying to convince her she is my everything. Her mother died last year, I know it’s hard. But I’ve lost my grandma last year, and if I lose my mom now, I’ll be alone. When I was about 10, she tried to kill herself with a shotgun. I hold it in my arms, she couldn’t take it from me. Now I know that she can try to suicide when I’m at school or […]
This is my first time here, and all I want to say is that I want to die, but I don’t want to hurt myself. Last year my dog, my grandma and my dad died, it was like hell. It’s hell. I know how stupid it could be if I try to kill myself and fail. Once I took lots of pills because I was raped, I didn’t know how to ask for help and my mother just told me that I was a ***** and I wanted to be raped. I fell in love with my brother, he asked me to live with him […]