Shit is pretty fucked right now in my opinion and those who are reading this might not think so if I explain it to you but my brain is freaking out about everything and I think im going to try to write and post when I’m upset and having a panic attack. I’m also just figuring out how the website works again. I used to read on here when I was 12 but it’s changed a lot since then
I know loste of people feel like this alot but I just feel numb right now. I’m anxiety is at a peak and I guess in having an episode and I know im not dealing in the best way but I know im doing somethings to help. Instead of doing alot of self sabotage I’m only doing alittle. I’m not cutting like I know I could and very well want to right now. I took a xan to hopefully take the edge off of all this in my head and Im getting drunk. I know I don’t really want to because you don’t […]