Why am I still here? I want to be dead, but I procrastinate on everything.. I haven’t gotten any of the things I need to commit suicide. I don’t want to live anymore.
What is the point of life? Is it to try to get the best car, house, job, etc? If so then I want no part of it. I do not wish to have the best anything. I do not constantly want to be in competition with others in order to get something.
I’m thinking carbon monoxide poisoning is the way to go. Does a generator in a small room produce enough carbon monoxide to die quickly?