How is it that I speand my nights sad, confused, and unsure about my will to live. I currently don’t think I’d ever actually do it, but I’m beginning to wonder if one day soon I will.
How can it be that I live my life appearing so happy and strog minded to everyone who knows me when really I’m so confused and unhappy on the inside. If I killed myself tonght, everyone I know would be so shocked and confused that the happy, friendly kid who is always joking around committed suicide, yet somehow in my own mind the idea isn’t as far off […]
I thought I had started getting over my depression, but now I just dont know. Im a senior in high school and I have no clue where I’m going for college, I keep screwing up everything I do and missing opportunities to become happy. Everyday I am looking back and regretting more and more. I feel as though there’s no right choices for me to make about my future and for the first time I am wondering if I should even try. I dont have a troubled childhood or anything like that in my past. Its like I’m just bad at life and I don’t […]