My son committed suicide 18 years ago next month. The day i buried him is the day i became gone forever. I have been in and out of hospitals due to wanting to die. I feel like i did die as i watched my son get lowered into the ground the day of his funeral. I am just a shell with nothing left on the inside. I have finally began counseling after all these years. As a mother of losing a child to suicide i now suffer from ptsd severe depression and severe anxiety. The dreams i have wake me at night as i see […]
