I suppose my story is still waiting to happen. I’m a cutter, I’ve felt suicidal for so long now, but I’ve always been too weak to do ‘enough’ to finish the job. I’ve tried twice, I woke up both times. I don’t really know why I can’t bring myself to do it. I feel to alone, so worthless, so useless, so fucked up I don’t know why I’m here anymore. I’ve been going thorough this alone for 5 years, I’ve tried confiding and trusting others to help, but I just end up with a knife in my back. My own mother called me messed-up when […]
