I just keep going back to it. I don’t want drama. I don’t want to inflict pain. I just want it to be over. I’m tired. So very tired.
I wish I could just disappear. Vanish. No residue.
Even writing this right now…I don’t know. I want NO traces, and yet I feel this need to simply express what I am feeling. To give some release to this incredible pressure I feel inside.
The odd thing is…
the ONE thing that has ever mattered to me, has been accomplished. Really WELL. I never knew what I wanted to “do” with my life. Except for one thing. The first time […]