I have been off work for two days with a migraine. I work away from home so I can’t even be with “loved ones” when I am like this. I have no one to talk to when I am away and am getting so very tired. Thankfully I work in a job where killing myself is very easy and can be an “accident” so that someone will still get my life insurance. I have thought about killing myself so many times it would be strange to have a day without those thoughts. I don’t know why I feel this way, I have a loving family, […]
