lonelyduck

Today, I had the misfortune of finding Alice hung on the ceiling fan a note on the couch and a women (who I later found out was with the hotline for suicide) crying.

Alice was barley alive when I cut her down.
She died in my arms

Alice had two younger sisters named Jasmine and Emily. They are currently with me. Like Alice said her mother died very recently from a heart attack and she took it verybad. As for her father, when I went over to collect some items and found out he had heavly forced sexual intercourse with her and is now in […]

this will be my final post on here,

yesterdah at 11:32 pm my mother passed away.
she didnt care for me but still.

ive decided my demise,
im going to hang myself its the easiest way.

ive written my offical will and note.

i love my little sisters and I hope they wil stay strong without me andunderstand why.

bye.

after my father found out about me using this site for hellp i was yelled at and the beaten with computer
im done with him
im done with everyone
so i going to commit on the 25th in either of these wats

Im going to go to my brothers apartment buildin and jump.
or
just stab myself til i die
or
drive my fathers moped in to the lake
bye guys

Twinkle, Twinkle metal blade,

I come to you when I need aid.

You get me so high off the ground that

I’m not sure I’m coming down

Twinkle, Twinkle metal blade,

I come to you when I need aid.

Everyone seems to always have it worse then me but I still think I am horribly suffering. I’m not. I started cutting when I was 10. I was really going throuhh sone rough times. My brother had touched me umm around 8 years old. My dad has always had anger issuses and it would always seem to be about money. He left when I was 13. My mom is disabled with MS so she had horrible time caring for me, my brother and three sisters and because of this I went to live with my horriible Aunt. By now I was 14 and now […]