I’m sick of crying all the time. I wish the tears would Stop. Can’t you see I’m not fine?! I have looked for love and acceptance everywhere but I’ve only been JUDGED. The most horrible thing is when you’re judged by that person you love unconditionally. They hate being seen with you in public and avoid you when you’re going through a tough time. I have nobody else to turn to. I just cannot remove this mask to others. My mind is clouded with self depreciating thoughts. I just don’t want to live anymore.
I’m 20 years old and in college 800 kms away from home. It has been almost 2 years that i started living on my own. I do not have anybody to call my own. I pretend to be happy and cheerful when i go to college but when i come back to the hostel, I’m lonely and sad. I cry every night. Life is not happier at home. I’m not at all close to my parents. My dad has beaten me up a few times in the past and i hate going back home. They never let me out of the house my whole life […]