I grew up a timid kid because I was too afraid to think of the things people were saying or thinking about me. Not even the kid I remember calling me out in front of a crowd when I was masked as a privileged, popular, loving liar throughout high school. I was scared enough to never admit to anyone and not myself. I knew I would die before I told even myself that I was gay. I almost scared myself to death.
Not that I cant find a thing to be scared of for being gay, I never knew how to be loved […]
