I had planned for over a month. I did all the research. I got two tanks of helium. Created an exit bag. Sealed everything well. Then when I turned on the taps for the helium I realized I wasn’t prepared for how terrifying it would be. The bag filled up so fast and the next thing I knew I was tearing everything off. This is horrible. I wanted a painless, peaceful exit. Looks like I may have to find a cliff. Now I’m more depressed than ever. I’m not asking for help. I just wanted to vent.