I dont know if i should just end it all, or stay. Lifes been really difficult and i just dont think i have the strength to fix all the problems.. or keep going.
I know im going to attempt suicide soon, its becoming an urge to even more and more now. Everyone has their own breaking points and weaknesses and i think im about to reach that breaking point and do it. Can anyone on here give me ideas, on how i can? Ways i could. And describe it for me. It would help me alot. Or if you wish to email it to me: mariaaranda2010@yahoo.com or contact me on facebook? facebook.com/mariableedsrainbows
So, on saturday i planned on coming out to my parents. I am bisexual and was going to tell them finally. but i dont even know if should now. They have been ignoring me so much. When i try talking to them they just pretend to listen. My mom loves her grandkids more then me. and me and my brother both know she favors my sister. I am so sick of it. I hate my family. I mean everyone. they all talk about me behind my back because i’m always dressing up in black and listen to screamo. I think its pathetic. And when my […]
I was just wondering ,
if maybe there was someone
from wisconsin on here that has been feeling depressed.
I did want someone to talk to but i hate the feeling of having someone so far away from me.
Things have changed for me, but i’m still not quite happy.
I still come home everyday from school wishing i was dead.
I’m tired of things. I feel like in need of a shake up.
Right now I’m just counting down the days till i move out. but im not sure if i cant wait like 4 more years. The only thing thats holding me back is my girlfriend. If she were to leave me im not sure what i’m going to do. The only thing that made me happy will be gone. And as much as i want to be an artist it’s […]
Ive been feeling lonely. no one i know has the slightest idea of whats wrong with me, they all think i’m perfectly fine , even though they noticed something change in me and not want to do things i would normally do.
I just want a friend. Someone i can finally feel close too. I recently lost my bestfriend who was from Arizona too. I would help her with her issues she would help me with mine. I feel all this stuff piling up, and i mean sometimes i write it out in a journal . but i dont think it helps.
I […]
i feel lost , lonely, worthless, and like attempting suicide. but i want help.