…..or perhaps just the long end of so many days not worth living. The pain always outweighss the little pleasures life has to offer, and i have reached my quota for rejection. I have a few methods at my disposal…..and i think i’ve always been a good multifunctioner, make sure this time. Notes all written, Â maybe some finishing touches to one or two……..but i’m ready and feel more peaceful than i have in ages. I just wanted to thank those who have been friendly and tried to help. See you on the flip side, lol.
……or at least be the last in a long line of those not worth living. The pain always outweighs the small pleasures life brings, and i have reached my quota for rejection. I have several methods, any of which will do…..but i beleive i will multitask and be sure this time. All my notes are  ready, maybe a few finishing touches. I am ready, not frightened and haven’t felt this peaceful in a long time. I wanted to thank those who have been kind to me here.
i’ve been on 200mg for a year to help stabalize my moods……or at least my outward reaction to them. However there is the weight loss thing. i lost weight but leveled………..out until recently i got sucked into a major depression. So, i am slowly being weaned off because of sudden drastic weight loss. i look like Jack Skellington only not as fun or cute, all rib, spine n pelvis-gross. Other than being completly irratable and aggressive there are physical effects as well. i do NOT feel well…..and felt this med was working well(other than starving, lol) anybody else with insight or experience?