I cant tell if i even matter anymore. I hate how my parents wont let me be with him… he means just so much to me and i cant date him because of his race. I feel so lost… he means the world to me. I have never really been the favorite child. The youngest is the favorite and all i am is just some teenager who is being yelled at all the time im the last to be thought about and yet i do everything…. what use am i?????
