Honestly I don’t want to die. I just want this pain that I feel bury me, to go away .I want to truly be happy .That’s all I want .Juat to be happy, and the people around me to be happy. I only want true happiness. Do I have to die to achive that?
Lovebug21
Lovebug21
I like to read, my dream is to be a homicide detective. I like helping people, and being there when they need a friend. I try to be helpful and understanding. I'm here if anyone needs a friend or just some to vent to. I absolutely can NOT stand people who joke about rape, suicide, or anything to do with mental illness or disability's. That shit just aint funny.
I just need to get this out, so bare with me.
When I was 16 years old I ran across the max track’s with out a care in the world. I honestly couldn’t tell you why I did it back then. Everyone summed it up to be a reckless stupid teenager. The more i thought about the more I realized it was a cry for help. I needed someone to understand that I wasn’t okay. I tried talking to my mom, the counselor’s at school, and a teacher I trusted. Only to be turned around and sent on my way. Because what do I know […]