I thought I was free from it…. from this..from me
I want it to be over but I can’t seem to get away
The darkness thickened and it’s harder to breathe
I can’t believe it’s back… I guess it never went away
You can’t run from yourself
For anyone who comes across this post and wants to talk…. loveless1821 is my kik name
I could use a friend and maybe you can too
Anyone else feeling alone…? Like there’s so many people around you, friends or family, or even work or school associates; but yet you still feel lonely as fuck and invisible to them all…..
im not living, I’m only existing. When I think of death I smile and my whole world lights up. I’m stuck and I don’t know what to do. A part of me says “get away! Run!” But where? I have no where to run to. I’m afraid of failing again. What if it doesn’t work? Idk ?
Im 20 and I live in one of the best cities in the US, nyc. I should been out enjoying life having fun but I cant… This darkness that hides within me wont allow me it has a hold on me and its geting stronger. I fear myself smh. Im surrounded by people but noone understands me noone loves me or care for me.. But why should they smh im crazy weird and miserable, well thats what they say. But I dont wanna be that I dont wanna be broken lonely and suicidal. I wanna be happy and free. I wanna have friends and live […]
Idk how much longer I can take of this useless life of mine. Its geting worse another year and im still depressed miserable lonely and wanting death more than ever. I had another breakdown the other day but this one was different… My entire soul broke cracked in peices. So I cut it didnt hurt much feels good too good . Im scared of myself when I look in the mirror I nolonger see me . I see the person who been killing me since I was 6 years old. She’s smiling telling me to finally give up to do it already. The last […]