Everything I love is being ripped away from me and I can’t do anything about it. I feel useless. I can’t feel real happiness anymore, I just feel hollow. I feel helpless and hopeless. I nkow that I’m encroaching on their comfort zone, so I back off, but then I feel even lonlier. Pretending that I’m okay and that everything is fine is getting too difficult, and I don’t know how much longer I can keep this act up. I don’t want help in the form of a shrink or a pill or a padded cell. I have plenty of ways and opportunities to end my sufferring, but I’m hoping for some reason, any […]
