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lovelythorns

I'm a little messed up in a twisted sort of way. I am stressed, depressed, and band obsessed. I don't exactly call myself anorexic because I don't think I'm thin enough to be considered anorexic. I'm not exaxctly bulimic but I do force two fingers down my throat more than the average person. But aside from that, I really like penguins, cuddling, warm hugs, cold breath, the rain, reading, bands, hot tea, coffee, hoodies, and bubble tea :-)

I want to die

by lovelythorns 3/29/2014

written by lovelythorns

I’m not for sure how I want to go. I really want to just die and the only way I can do it right now is cutting too deep and I’m scared that I won’t cut deep enough and I will just have big cuts on my arms. I either don’t want them there or I do but I would rather be dead, ya know? Like I don’t want anyone to find out that I tried to kill myself. Anyway I’ve looked for sleeping pills but I can’t find any. All I can find are 4 bottles of freaking ibuprofen. I really just want to […]

3/29/2014 2 comments