i go through these fucking episodes where im just indifferent to everything. its happening right now and im laying in bed listening to duster and theres just this very intense feeling of numbness and hopelessness. its hard to even type this because whenever this happens everything just feels empty and its hard to even move. If i try to walk it feels like im dragging myself, like my body is completely hollow. i have no idea what this is but i dont even want to do anything when this happens i just want to curl up and dissapear. i dont want to scroll mindlessly on […]
