:'( :'( :'( I don’t know how to start from but the pain is killing inside me..my granny woke up at 5 in the morning and came over to my house just to convince me to go to school..she was ill but still she came..what if i lose her? i turned her down…i despise myself…but i had no other option..i dont want to go to school.
i feel like dying..the guilt is killing me… :'( :'( :'(
I promise you all that i will be a good girl..
I will sacrifice everything…ice creams chocolates…i wont watch tv or buy fashionable dresses..i wont be rude…
I JUST DON’T WANT TO DIE YET THE PAIN IS KILLING ME FROM INSIDE..
PLEASE FORGIVE ME GOD, IF YOU ARE LISTENING TO ME, FOR EVERY SIN IF I HAVE DONE ANY..PLEASE TAKE AWAY MY PAIN AND GIVE ME MY DREAMS BACK..I DONT NEED ANYTHING JUST WANT TO LIVE MY DREAMS..MY PASSION IS MY DRUG…
GIVE ME A NEW LIFE..PLEASW GOD…PLEASE :'( :'( :'(
Thatz enough!! I cant take it anymore.
I am suiciding..right now
Bye. :'( :'( :'(
I am 15 and unfortunately a depressed and frustrated girl. I never had a normal life. I had all kinds of bitter experiences uptil now. My life lacks one thing the most ‘LOVE’ …I wish someone special would be there in my life who would magically fix everything up and would love and care for me so much that i wont feel depressed anymore.
hello! As you can guess from my name who i am..yes i am broken..i have lost everything in my life.
i have a pretty much hard and pathetic life uptill now and i have always fought back..i am a warrior..or maybe i was one…
i really don’t like breathing anymore ..it has become suffocating now.. i just feel like running away ..and the best way to run away is to die..i still have hopes that maybe there would be a magic and everything would be alright…but i think i need to quit…..