madamaertdvn

I give a fuck if nobody reads this. I just need to write somewhere.

I feel so empty. My life is like a videogame. I act, talk, and do stuff when people is around by inertia. I know what i am supposed to say, supposed to do, supposed to think. If i try, i can imagine where i will exactly be in a few years. It’s like following some weird instructions that don’t make any sense at all.

However, when i am alone, all these feelings of anger and doubts come to me like a giant wave, and i feel breathless. In a bad sense. Literally breathless.

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