Lets start from the beginning, I’ve been severely depressed since about six, when my parents got divorced, and my father comitted suicide when I was seven. I’m nineteen now and turn twenty on the first of May. I just recently found this site and read some stories, mostly about people more courageous than I that either lived or succeeded in escaping this hellish reality. Never really had any friends, started drinking at age sixteen and it made things slightly more bearable, and I was able to run from these feelings for a while. Recently they have re-surged, and I haven’t been able to hide them, […]