It is fortunate that I found this website and messages from people having similar problems. Misery loves company I guess. Despite medication everyday life is increasingly uninteresting to me and not worth facing the challenge. If I stay for a few hours with people, even the few friends I have, I feel exhausted and need a day or two to recover by being alone. Old mechanisms helping me to avoid feeling the big hole in me stop working and dr Alzheimer is beginning to knock at my door.
In secondary school I realized that when life gets too hard there is always an exit. Now, at […]