and I think killing myself would be best for everyone. I bing drink and when I do I beome promiscous and cannnot stop. I hurt myself a few months ago badly and I just feel helpless.Â
It is destroying my replationship and if I killed myself, at least my partner would not have to worry about this anymore. I know it is tearing him up.
I am not making much sense. I am sober now, but binged last night.