And you cant find happyness because your stuck. Then what other way is there out? Im bipolar and have constant untrue crazy thoughts in my head that i actually believe. Its torture. Every day is like a battle. Im paraniod of the ones closest to me and honestly being alive is causing me pain. ..
I have a son and i dont want him to be affected by my mental hell. Its just not fair. He is the most gorgeous boy and i believe he deserves a shot at a good life. His dad is a pos. So im getting arrangments together in my head […]
