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markie

I await a spinal fusion op ,my life is shit ,I tell my wife I think I am a sexual ,she kicked off ,now she wants me to leave ,I am in emotional pain as well as physical ,I love her but understandably she now has the truth and wants me to go or kill myself I feel it would be better to put us all out of our misery and and do the decent thing and end my life ,I am a drain on her and the kids ,I try my best to contribute ,but it seems it is not enuf ,I would leave if I was physically able to ,so now I have no option but toned my life ,I don't want pity ,I would have been 40 on 10 June ,so now it is a matter of opportunity ,I don't want to leave her with the debt we've got so need a accidental death .any ideas anyone ?

Goodbye

by markie 6/4/2012

written by markie

I plan to leave this world tonight wen everyone is asleep ,I will hang myself from a tree in the park ,sorry cant take Any more,just practised it seems really easy

6/4/2012 3 comments

Life is shit

by markie 6/2/2012

written by markie

I want to say I am looking for a way out I make everyone miserable ,I am waiting for spinal fusion op ,I am an emotional cripple as well as physical ,I try to do my best to help round the house with limited mobility ,I am not interested in women I think I am( a )sexual,I don’t like intimacy or touching ,I have told my wife ,she wants me to leave or kill myself so I am considering this option ,we are in debt up to our eyes,so I said let me get better and get back to work and then I can […]

6/2/2012 4 comments