I don’t feel like writing down reasons and causes on a tear stained collage ruled notebook page but I can’t leave without a final message. From a mediocre ap student who’s essays were always a little too amateur, this is the most grand writing I will ever put out into the world. I know no one will read this or see it, certainly not my family or friends, but screaming into the void is a perfect conclusion to my life. I’ve never been special, I always thought I was somehow destined for grandeur. I now see that mindset as a coping mechanism for my overall […]