it hurts. I am 35 years old and have been dealing with this crap for 30 years. I have one person in this world that I can call a friend…but he doesn’t understand.
2 ex wives and I am doing an outstanding job of destroying a third. I can’t work because of my mental issues. I don’t speak to my family in an attempt to remove the pain they inflict on my life…that didn’t work as planned.
Everything I do fails miserably…everyone that gets close to me ends up despising me and eventually leaves.
I manage to occasionally convince myself things are good and I can be happy…but […]