It’s all gotten too much, a gradual and long drawn out slow painful 2 year’s that I can not believe and I’m left with only one option my suicide. Well I am 40 single and never been married, no children and only one family member, my mother who I live with. I have a history of depression that lifts what seems briefly for 6 months at best. Also a chronic back pain condition that meens constant pain, have pain meds saved an ready for attempts. Have been usein drugs for a few years to numb the pain, not worked for year’s, and a string of […]