. My “hidden” boyfriend of two and a half years committed suicide August 29th, 2011. Â No one knew about us. and cause he was 5 years older then me, we decided that it would probably be the best idea for no one to know. Â I only saw him 5 times while we were together.. crazy I know, but I believe it was love that kept up together. The last time I saw him he was upset with his father, and he said to me, ” Â i’m just going to kill myself” and I didnt believe him. I beat myself up daily for it. I dont […]