I’m tired of forcing my smiles. And acting as if I really care. Hiding my pain as if it’s a dirty little secret. Feeling like there’s a big weight on my shoulders. Sometimes I wonder if pills really are the anwser… I have enough of them with my diease. Am I the only one who feels this way? Everyone hates me, my conditions getting worse. And all people have to say to that is, ‘It’ll get better’. Dead lie. So all around.. A FAKE Smile A Day, Takes The Pain Away..<3
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Meaningless1212
I’ve tried everyday since I can remember to be normal.. To be happy. But what is normal in honest truth? To be defied by such a small word. And if you
go against, you get laughed at, bullied and such. I fight off the thought of suicide day by day. Each day becomes a struggle.. I feel more sluggish and sluggish as the day passes. Each moment slowly going by. I’m truly afriad of death.. inyet I want it so bad. In the end…. The Pain Will Never Go Away.