I need someone to talk to. I have people I can talk to but no one actually LISTENS to what I say and actually responds. I feel so empty and I don’t know what to do anymore. There’s this reaccuring feeling of depression and I have major anxiety problems but I’m not using that as an excuse. I feel like my life is one big sigh and I’m geting really tired of sighing…
tonight, was the first time ever I had cut myself. I don’t know what exactly came over me but I was crying a ton and so confused.
I was so deeply depressed I started writing sucide poems and such. I got so worked up I walked over and grabbed scissors and cut. it hurt so bad..then to make things worse I went and was about to hang myself! I have always thought about what would happen if I killed myself but I was actually doing it! I was crying so much then I thought of my family and friends and how unfair it would be […]