I told a friend that I have some problems with loose dogs roaming round my house, & I need a firearm to drive them away. I told him in a very convincing way that I need just 3 bullets. I think he believed me, & I know he can bring me one.
I really want to shoot my heart to die in peace at once, but I want to stay alive till May or June as I planned. it’s very difficult to see a loaded firearm ready to shoot & resist the motivation to commit suicide.
what should I do guys???
when I put my hand on a gun, I’ll open a big gap in my temple so all sad memories, dark thoughts, non-stop head ache, & brain pressure will go away.
pills & wrist cutting dont work, I dont have a gun yet, so I’m thinking of hanging myself, midnight nobody will find me tell next morning, it takes only few minutes of pain, few minutes are better than living whole life in pain.
I’ll send kids to my sis to not be shocked.I’m thinking of this
I want to feel I’m punishing myself, I feel like this since I was teenage. looking for the most painful methods, hate life, hate myself, planning attempting.
I want to shoot the point between my breasts, aim to my heart, I could shoot my stomach first just for pain. if I didnt die, I’d shoot my heart.
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