My smile brings nothing anymore, it doesn’t reach my eyes anymore, I have the same thought everyday, I wanna die, I hate life, I can end it so easily without a look behind, when will I do it, and wh.at will happen afte, thought of heaven and hell haven’t even quaver the thought that I don’t wanna be here anymore
I Dug deeper today, it burns I dug enough to drain out the pain, it burned, fearing of infection I purified it, it burns, I’m numb.
Im 15, very silly, down to earth person, well that is what is seen on the outside, in the inside I am a victim of despair, self-destructive thoughts and the longing to end this cruel joke called life.