Hi. I’ve been having a difficult time with school. Im trapped with too much on my plate and feeling shame for being a “failure”. A number of times I’ve become suicidal this year. I know this is the worst sin yet but I have panic attacks and my mind goes on meltdown. Praying has helped when the panic attacks aren’t there. Otherwise i rely on benzos to calm me down which aren’t helpful for studying. Ive been trying to get medical help but I’ve been stuck in this Kafkaesque bureaucratic situation. Anyway, Im at a point where I sleep through the entire weekend and something […]
