midoctober

I have a story – we all do I suppose.  I started this post with the intention of writing a bit of it – to explain the events in my life that led me to this site.  I tried, but; as soon as I started; I just lost the will to go further.  So much has happened; it seems overwhelming to try to explain it.  And why try?  What do I have to gain by posting a generic sob story on an internet thread?  It won’t make me like myself any more.  It won’t make my life any more worthwhile.  It won’t make my parents […]