So i have managed to loose my boyfriend my two bestfriends and half my family all in one week,life is just fucking amazing. Fuck everything,fuck life. what even is the point anymore iv lost everyone. i guess its time for me to go now.
What is the point in life?
My anxiety is taking over my life now,I’m constantly feeling anxious,at home on the street especially at school.
It’s starting to really affect me now to the point were I’m starting to feel really sick and nearly fainting.
Dose anyone know anyways I can calm myself down and stop me from thinking so much?
Forever thinking about how I can kill myself
I’m so fucking sick of being nice to people then gettin it thrown back in my face. I don’t actually have any true mates I swear all I am is nice to them and all that shit and then they throw it back in my face and don’t talk to me. Fuck everyone.
school is like social suicide..
Why has life got to be so painful..?
To think I used to be such a innocent little girl..when I was in primary school my auntie died and I was really close with her and I completely broke me. I used to get bullied all the time gettin called daddy long legs cuz I was really tall and skinny that lasted the whole of primary school.. When I got into high school everything changed, yeah I found a friendship group quick but I chose the wrong one I got off in the wrong group I used to go out late all the time take drugs and drink a lot get told off by […]