For the most part in my life I new I was always the problem. But to have it confirm by someone I love. Its the most painful thing to hear. To know you aren’t wanted by no one. Maybe im not meant to be on this plant or any plant to be exact or maybe im here to take the blame for everyone. Im not good at anything it kinda sucks I fail at my medical assistance test I lost my first job because people didn’t like me, I get bitched at everyday for no reason what so ever. But I the reason my parents fight […]
All my life I’ve known I wasn’t wanted by anyone. I’ve been told by plenty, even the one’s that are programed to love you no matter what. The first time I thought of dying was when my mother told me that I was worthless to her that she didn’t want me. It hurt so much that someone I loved could hurt me in a mental way, I told myself that I didn’t ever want to hear those word again so I tried my best little girl anyone could be. It didn’t work. So I just would just stayed quite and stop loving everyone. As I grew up we moved allot to the […]