Always a mistake. From day one.
Born a mistake to make mistakes from then on out. Too nerdy, too white, too black, too lame, too anti social, lonely, needy, melodramatic, overthinking, foolish. Over dependent. Financially retarded. Backwards.
Stupid little fucking hope, that bird never stopped singing for one second. But it was always a mistake. Trying to make it work, fit in society, make it fit into me. For what? To live as a constant disappointment?
Always a victim and a mistake, fucking up confident and alive but having the audacity to be surprised when what goes up comes down. Living good despite a miserable existence. Then living shit […]