Author

mms

I’m basically doing this out of desperation. Please I don’t want some Gandhi and tell me how exactly to live I just need another, more sane insight on my problem. I have a boyfriend, he is wonderful. He loves me very much, he is everything I could ever want in a guy. But with every story there is a conflict. He lives in a different state, and all we do is text. It’s nice to have someone but I can barely function.. I don’t even know why I’m telling the internet this. I’m just.. out if options I’m tired and.. sorry.

-M

6/27/2014 4 comments

Thanks. And one other thing…

by mms 6/25/2014

written by mms

Hello again,

So I’m beginning to understand why people post here. It makes you feel less crazy. So thank you for making that available. Anyways… the pressing question I have is more of a story with a question. I was in the hospital a month or so ago and they had psychiatrists come in. They told me if I ever felt like hurting myself, I suppose suicidal thoughts would be in that category as well, to call them or come into the emergency room. I was.. inquiring if I should actually call. It’s probably a good idea.. but I don’t really feel I want to. Anyone […]

6/25/2014 2 comments

Breathing.

by mms 6/24/2014

written by mms

Hello lovely people,

I am breathing. Why I do not know. Breathing is one of the few vital things we need to survive. I don’t wish to survive. I wish to be six feet under. Yet I continue breathing. Sort of a vicious cycle. I breath to live, even if I do not want to. Of course mental suffocation would be a horrible way to go, but it is still a way. Sorry for reading my thoughts. I truly hope your day (night) is better than mine.

-M

6/24/2014 3 comments

mms

mms

please don’t judge

Thanks. And one other thing…

Breathing.