I find it interesting that I am on here, because I am not currently suicidal. Whenever I have explained to a therapist how I feel about suicide, they have termed how I feel as “suicidal ideation” where I think that suicide sounds great, but I’m not actively trying to figure it out.
Which is exactly the problem. I didn’t even know what my feelings were about suicide, so I wasn’t able to articulate them well. I’ve called several crisis hotlines in my life. Some seemed like they were useful, others, after I spoke to them, I hung up feeling even more depressed than when I picked […]